Of course, nothing is ever all sunshine and rainbows - or, in the Brazilian equivalent, “a vida não é um morango”. Behind the polished sessions were jet lag, long working days, shifting plans, and several moments where my bilingual scientific vocabulary failed me completely. (for example: in English, “plate” can mean dinnerware or a car registration plate; in Portuguese, these are different words. My Brazilian colleagues were understandably confused when I kept talking about “96 dining plates” while discussing single-cell sequencing!)
There was an uninvited constant companion who also joined me on the trip to Brazil: imposter syndrome. Not so quietly repeating “In what world are you qualified enough to deliver this training to a room full of people who worked so hard to earn their place?”.
In the first days I was filled with worry about meeting expectations, while also worrying about overstepping my role. But something shifted: by having no template to follow, no manager or supervisory team advising me, I had no choice but to trust myself. In taking initiative and making my own judgment calls in the moment, I learned something important - being asked to ‘cook in someone else’s kitchen’ was a powerful way to test what I know, and prove to myself what I’m capable of - even if it feels unnatural and daunting at times.
So while yes, I existed in a state of joyful exhaustion, and was full of self-doubt at times, it was also full of surreal moments where I’d think: Damn, this is cool. When else in my life will I spend early mornings to early evenings teaching a topic I love… and still somehow have the energy to go out and dance samba at night? It was a confidence boost I didn’t expect to get, and came in handy for my viva.
After the success of the first course, I was thrilled to be invited back in 2024, which also coincided with the inaugural Single Cell LatAm symposium. Across the two courses, participation has grown to over 200 researchers from across 10 countries in Latin America, all of whom are early to mid-career scientists spearheading the future of single-cell research in LatAm.
What began as a single training event has since grown into a genuinely connected community, with regular online seminars showcasing researchers from across the region and the expansion of training into additional courses delivered in other countries across Latin America.